Wednesday, September 5, 2007

my journey

Well, since I got the bad news about this pregnancy I have tried everything I could to assist my body in miscarrying. This has gotta be the hardest thing in the entire world, praying for a miscarriage. It feels so damn backwards. Well, I guess I promised I would entail my journey,, so I will. I don't think I will ever look back on this and want to hear about this again, but hey, u never know right??

OK, I found a "recipe" for inducing a miscariage here and I started out the next day figuring out what I needed to do. Me, Husband and P went to the store and bought a bottle of vitamin c and some parsley and some aspirin. The "recipe" says that I need to start taking 6,000-10,000 mg of vitamin c (thats 12-20 vitamin c tablets) and 4 aspirin a day. I also have to start making a parsley infusion (thats like parsley
tea) and drink that, and the wierdest part is that I have to then insert a fresh sprig
of parsley up my hoohaa every 12 hours. I can tell this is gonna be strange before I
even do it. Well, I do that for 3 days, and still nothing, all I want to do is feel better.
The parsley infusion was the hardest damn thing to do because I am still very
nauseous and gaggy over everything. This sucks. Well, I suppose I should tell you, all
in all, it hasn't worked, and I am still "carrying a "baby" around in my body. I just
want to get this whole ordeal over with. I have the procedure scheduled for Saturday
at noon. I will let you know how it goes after it is all over, any questions....feel free to ask.


Posted by ME at 8:46 PM